This week in AP lang we read Because my father always said he was the only Indian who saw Jimi Hendrix play the "Star-spangled Banner at Woodstock" by Sherman Alexie. I did not enjoy the piece and quite honestly thought a lot of the moments in his parent's marriage that the author references were quite strange. The author seems to have a very complicated relationship with his father and mother, one involving a lot of alcohol and substance abuse. More than that however a lot of Sherman Alexie's parent's relationship is characterized by passion and aggression from both sides but more so his father.
Specifically, at multiple points in the piece we hear the Author talk and reminisce about moments with his father. And from the picture that Sherman Alexie paints of him he is portrayed as a very spirited man. His father was a native American hippie man that was thrown in jail due to a violent outburst at a Vietnam War Protest. We can first see the hints of both passion and aggression his father carries here, when Sherman Alexie is talking about a photograph that was taken of his father right before he is about to attack a national guard officer at the protest. The author talks about how this picture was printed all across the country with the photographer who took it actually winning a Pulitzer Prize for it. Alexie talks about the different headlines that the picture is printed with but one in particular actually stood out to me. "Demonstrator goes to war for peace". I really liked this headline specifically because I think it really highlights the contradiction of violence (The dad beating up the national guard officer) in the name of peace (the end of the Vietnam war). I think it kind of goes to show the very fine line there is in between emotions of aggression and passion and how the two can actually characterize such a significant event that was in the name of peace as violent and dangerous. The father's passion for peace and the hippie movement is essentially what leads to his aggressive actions. We see this at another point in the piece when Alexie is describing his father in the picture "red peace symbols splashed across his face like war paint". This contradiction is an innate trait of his father who is ready to go to war for his beliefs but is also ready to stop a war in the name of world peace.
Along with that, Sherman Alexie's mother and father's relationship is marked by moments of both passion and aggression/conflict. On page 27, Sherman Alexie's mother is talking about her relationship with his dad saying, "she loved him too with a ferocity that eventually forced her to leave him". I think that this quote again shows the kind of passion that both of Alexie's parents had for each other and how their relationship was marked with conflict and aggression because of how much love and passion they had for each other. Their relationship is one that is marked with strong emotions like these, and it goes to show how very passionate people also provoke aggression within each other. When you have such strong convictions about yourself and the world of course you will be willing to fight for them and what you believe in.
I think that this is also represented with the public response to our current administration's actions and legislation. Just last week in major cities like LA, NYC and Chicago there have been millions of people showing up at the No Kings protests to protest Donald Trump's (among others but mainly him) actions. These people are standing for hours, braving police intervention and teargas to fight for what they believe in have a passion that is admirable. Despite this however the protests have been marked with an array of violence from protestors. Recently in Portland, Oregon several protestors attempted to raid an ICE building at which point police deployed tear gas on the protestors. There have been many such events like these marring these protests with a fear of violence from the general public. These events are the result of a general feeling of helplessness from the protestors who feel that their actions aren't doing enough and that violence may be the only answer to our government's actions. This represents how often the next step is aggression for many of these people who are deeply passionate about this country and its people in order to make an actual change that will get attention.
September 10th. Charlie Kirk a right-wing influencer was shot dead by a white male suspected republican. When he was announced dead on social media, I remember scrolling on TikTok and coming across an influencer I followed expressing grief and empathy for his family. I raced to google thinking this was just another bout of misinformation floating around on the internet, but it was real. Many of my friends and people I knew on social media immediately posted sympathy for him and his family or cited his support for less regulation of guns or even posted a comparison of Palestinian deaths and his own. When I first saw the news, I'll admit that I believed that the shooter was likely a democrat or liberal who fed up with his blatantly racist, traansphobic, misogynistic comments decided to kill him. But exactly how much do you have to care about something to be willing to kill someone? While the shooter's political affiliation remains a matter of speculation, we know that he must have been exceptionally rooted in his convictions to have even considered killing Charlie kirk for the sheer matter of disagreement with him. Charlie never hurt, killed or even stole from the shooter so we know that this is a matter of disagreement with what Charlie stood for.
Passionate people like the shooter, Alexie's father and Protestors who stand up for what they believe in can often result to violence and aggression as a means of furthering their own beliefs. This is the result of becoming consumed in your passions and feeling as if any disagreement or friction against them is a direct attack on you and your own personal rights. Which in many cases it can be.